Thursday, October 30

I've had very few baby dreams so far during this pregnancy. Last night was a weird one.

I went into labor, which I vaguely remember, and the next thing I knew I was at home with baby Cooper. I asked Philip why I didn't remember labor and he said it was because there were complications and they had to drug me up. I was so disappointed I missed the birth of our son! Philip told me I had a vaginal delivery. I asked him if I had to have an epi, and he told me yes and the use of forceps were needed. I was bummed I had an epi. While we were home, I don't ever remember seeing Cooper's face. I put him in his swing to sleep for a while. My mom and Philip were home with me. All the sudden Cooper JUMPED out of the swing and was running around the house like a dog. In fact, he looked like Daisy, but I knew it was Cooper. I tried picking him up to calm him down but he kept squirming away from me. I started to get really upset because he was NOT what I expected him to be. I put him in his crib and he crawled right out and was roaming around the house.

It was really disappointing to me that he wasn't what I expected. WEIRD! I wonder what it could all mean...